My name is Kris, and I have been exploring the world for 18 years now. I like rainy days, coffee and books.
Today I went to the beach and hung with some pretty close girl friends of mine. We talked about almost everything, even boyfriends and marriage and stuff like that. It was actually nice, to have a break from the busy city life and take a walk on the beach and breath some nice fresh air.
And of course we took a lot of pictures (mostly candid ones), and this was my most favorite. A picture of me holding (and playing?) a guitar. I was actually trying to play “Collide” during the picture was taken. Too bad I suck at it.
Oh, the irony of life. I’m 18 years old and yet I seek love advice from a 16 year old whose mind is more mature than mine. (Hi Rainne! :D) What a shame.
So if you’re out there I swear to be good to you
But I’m done lookin’, for my future someone
Cause when the time is right
You’ll be here, but for now
Dear no one, this is your love song
I used to listen to this song until I fall asleep. I keep thinking that despite all the tears, the time, the effort and love I’ve wasted on the wrong ones, someone will come along and everything will fall into their rightful place. Someone that will make all the waiting worth it.
And yes, he is definitely worth it.
Sometimes I would like to go in front of the person that I like, bitch-slap him in the face, and say “Hey you piece of shit, this person has been liking you for years now! And you don’t even have the slightest clue about it! Don’t you have feelings or something?”
Scenarios like that keep on playing in my mind. I think it’s a good thing that I don’t have the courage to do that. That would be kinda embarrassing.
I admire those bloggers who post such amazing stuff despite their young minds. I bet they were rigorously trained. I bet they were sent to good schools.
But no, they’re just teens who sit around in front of the computer all day, just like me. But how did they manage they get those ideas out of their minds and express them freely in the internet world?
Well maybe they’re just good at words, or at expressing what they want to express. Something I’m not clearly good at.
